Gumballs

like you did before

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 4:09 PM

if i let you go,

will i be able to sing a new song?

if i let you go,

will i be able to meet someone better than you?

if i let you go,

will i be able to forget you and all our memoirs together?

i know that what i did was wrong,

i've hurt you so much..

now i realise how much effort is needed for me

to earn back your trust

and how one screw up could ruin everything..

but i have to tell you

that my feelings have never changed..

you'll always be my guy bestfriend.

and i'll always be there for you

whether you want or dont want me to..

thinking about the past

made me cry..

i miss your jokes, even when they're lame.

i miss your advices, even when they could be hurtful.

i know this may sound cliche but

i miss your smile, i miss your laughters

and i love all the things about you that

make me laugh, mad or cry..

i was dead wrong when i thought that i'm doing the right thing and making the right choice

i was fooled by my own feelings and thoughts

i am definitely wrong and silly to think that you'll take me back

take me back with open arms..

but i'm definitely right and not silly to say that at least i know,

at least i know that i was loved by you,

that you have loved me,

and that you cant love me now

like how you did before...

goodbye my lover

goodbye my friend

you have been the one

for me...

have a safe journey back love(:
xoxo