its discouraging as it gets harder
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 2:35 PM
Salam(:
gg to sum up all the fun/not so fun times during chalet, heres the summary:
the bball chalet was AWESOME! it could have been better but still, overall its good enough for me. i had fun, really.. although my gastric pains came at the wrong time. well, i thought the room would be bigger but it isnt, still, its fine(: we'll neverbe thirsty coz theres lots of drinks! i left halfway on the first day coz went to fetch kak nadiah. then went back of coz. nana and yanna kept taking pictures. we danced and screamed and laughed. didnt sleep at all during the first night. everyone was up except for alina and nicolette. we stayed up playing murderer and taboo. slowly, one by one everyone is falling asleep except for the seniors and some jrs. we walked in the middle of the road at 5 in the morning. it was really soothing and freezing. hahas. but its alright. fetched shermaine with yelicia, lishan, nanette, xiao fei, bi ru, olivia, pamela and diane. made breakfast for the jrs when they have to do their morning jog. the malay aunty from next door wanted to give us beer, i was like "no." slept for half an hour, bathe, go escape theme park then wild wild wet. its sooooo freaking fun i tell you. hahs. the rides, the haunted house, the pools, the slides, the cold jaccuzi. hahs. had breakfast cum lunch at kfc. then go back to chalet, bathed, prepare for bbq. foods nice, jiaolian, alumnis and some others came. ate mashmallow with nutella, bus-ed back to pasir ris then train-ed back home with yel, net, biru, elsa, alina, ramo, lishan. went separate ways. and home sweet home.
bleahs. im nt the kind of person who gives up easily, i'll always cheer ppl on when they feel hopeless but right now. i feel hopeless. i actually am sick and tired of looking for jobs. and just when i need some encouragements, bad stuffs just keeps popping along the way. someone left me hours back. gotta wait for a week for him to come back home. so i'm like sad already and depressed. kept thinking abt how i'm not getting a job, then mum said you're not gonna be hired, you wont get a job. to make it worse, i texted liwen to hunt for jobs again today but she told me that she's hired at NETS aka the place that only wants people who can speak mandarin. tell me how fucked up that is!!! i was so f-ed up, i had to cry myself to sleep. bleahs. so im suppose to be out hunting for jobs now, but im just too tired of everything.
i'm just slacking at home, paint my nails orange and stay broke.
i feel like an ultimate loser.
I'm nothing but a sad little birdie who likes to dye my feathers pink, or on some occasions, purple. Sometimes I feel like loving beige to the maximumest level but then my past would creep back on me and tell me, with extreme torture that my wings should be, well, pink.
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