dont judge us when u dont even knw us
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 8:18 PM
dont ask about the title, i've soothed myself down. and shidah is right btw, its not even worth it. she aint worth fighting for. she aint even being truthful, so let her talk n talk n talk more. she's being a two-faced-toffee-nosed girl. who acts nice infront of us but then go around talking behind our backs. so shall let her be. dont even bother coz she's not worth it. haish, i know its malicious of me to say this but now that i feel some sort backstabbed, i feel like i cant fully trust everyone. sometime those whom you think are your friends, they are the ones who can ended up being an enemy in disguise. haish.. life is hard! its like, u have to put on a mask. i mean, if u dont like the way we behave or laugh, tell us straight. if not then too bad, we are bubbly. Allah make us be like that, so who are you to judge us???!
i remember watching the fireworks. haish. it was sad, really. i mean, although the fireworks were really mesmerizing, still, its hurting me, somehow. i see many couples around. taking pictures holding a bouqet of flowers while the fireworks lightens up the night. i was right next to the couple. haish.. what hurts more is that my sister was with her bf, leaving me being the only girl left with six other guys. we went to clark quay afterwards, facing the river. gosh, the place is filled with love and affection coz theres couples everywhere. i was sad, i knw its okay to be sad but at the same time i know that when the right person and time comes, it will happen. so i have to be patient.
ive been thinking alot for the past few minutes. hahahh! minutes eh?? yeah wadever, smth just knocked the senses out of me. i'm not being appreciative enough. i have to stop thinking about ME, stop using the word "I" and think more about the people around me. i should shut up and listen more. dont be a bitch huda, be nice!
i hate it when i just cant help it and do smth. i really need to learn to control myself. haha.. dont lose control. huda must be a strong girl. okay huda??! oooookkkayyyyyy. gosh! it feels weird to be talking to yourself. hahahahh. i'm so not crazy people! heee.. i love making crappy fun of myself, so that others will be happy too..
i'm soooo gg to get popeye as a reward after i study this saturday. anyone wanna come with me? i was thinking of doing airport study. haha.. not studying the airport but just do your own revision at the airport. how bout that? who is up to that? anyone wanna come?? text me okay??
hahahh! i cant wait for friday, can play ball again! weeeeeeeee!!! (:
so tmrw is combine sciences prelim practical. all the best friends!! ((:
huda.
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