dont ask coz...
Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 7:12 PM
met another him in my dreams. it was SUPER weird. especially when he called me "wifey" and we hugged, smth that never happened before between us. and i felt the hug really. oh well, at least its good to see him smiling hahs.. (:
life is exciting isnt it? its like, you gotta keep expecting something unusual to happen. smth like, your friends falling for your bestfriend, your primary school mate suddenly text you to get to know you better or a random guy in the library secretly observing you and he wants your number. hahh! imagine that happening to you in a week! must be exhausting yeah?!
hope they knw that i'm just treating them as a friend and nothing more or less. i dont wanna get serious. i've got too many things to think of already, i dont need some new guy to come adding on, trying to get my attention. pfft. no offence though.
im in my PJs right now. crying. how nice. i really dont know what you want from me?! i'm really erggh! I DONT FREAKING KNOW WHAT I FREAKING WANT! and i certainly DONT KNOW what YOU freaking want from me either!
i'm stressed out okay! i have fugly results to go through. i'm sad, i'm confused, i'm tired. i'm just so sick and tired of everything. Ya Allah, berikan lah kekuatan pada hamba mu ini...
i gotta be strong. stop crying rivers of tears.
tell me where i hurt you? maybe that could have made me feel better?
please dont call me tonight. please...
daaa..
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