you knw, sometimes, you just tend to sit and wonder how come the person you love the most is the person you hate the most? its ironic(mrs ram shud be proud that im using this word, haha) and weird but its true. and sometimes, u just cant help but whine about it.

yea, life has been rough and tiring for me.. but wth, wad can i do about it ryte?

its fucking irritating when the same grp of ppl kept on badmouthing you den influencing others saying that you're one motherfucker or call u a BLACK SPIRIT! surprisingly, dis grp of ppl are those whom i shall say, cool? the ones that students in sch look up to, respect, ohh wad crap?! ive had enough with all his shits and nonsense! i'm being really really patient but that doesnt mean that he can do watever he wans like saying that i'm not worth anyone's time and money?!! how fucking annoying is that? wad wrong have i done to you?!! what made you think that you have the RIGHT to say all that huh?!! you got the another her already wad.. so why is there a need for you to talk about me? ure so mean! one thing for sure, i dun go around telling people that ure dis or ure dat. so why do u still have to "use" me as a subject to ...uh wadeverr.. its very hurtful for a girl like me to go through all dis. im nt that strong anymore.. *i just need to complain! pour everything out!* why do you always hurt me?

haiish.. thanks shidah, nilah for comforting me.. i really feel like crying just now but you girls are just awesome(: ily all, and for those who duno anything about it, dun be offended, maybe i just dowanna tell or i knw that u wun understand or i knw that u have ur own problems to deal with so i just dowanna add on more to it. anw, i'm sorry for not telling..

today, sch ACES day was BORING!!! its like they had this walk or jog for the upper secs but no one jog so its more to "walk-not-jog" la.. hahs.. den wanted to give ms kom n mr tan a surprise.. wen shi qi n i went to call them out, we were like "some1 fainted! nariah fainted!" ms kom was like "yeaaa...right!" haiish.. den mr tan, why why wad happen?! the moment i said nariah fainted, he laughed! haiyooo... there i was wondering, what if some1 really faint uh? they will blive or not seyy? hahs.. nariah really looked pale i must say. hahs.. but overall it was fun la(: ms kom hugged and kissed me.. haha *yay!* n i get to put some cream on mr tan's face! huahuahua.. *so mean, but wth only once every year wadd... haha

the concert was okay.. aint like the magic part.. coz its exactly the same as last yr's n den bands, bla3.. after that we played bball, again.. haha.. fun fun fun! played for about 2hrs dere.. around 12.10 there, we leave. n den go home, showered and then off to meet the ex-kranjians. then went in saw many unfamiliar faces. i like the toilet part! duhh! coz gt my face at the basketball hall of fame! super cooooool sia!!! ((: i loooooike! haha.. i'm so proud to be a kranjian(: *cnt blive i said that?*

den we plyed bball again.. n den wanted to leave, met up with the chinese girls.. surprisingly, THEY STILL REMEMBER ME! its so nice to have ppl remembering ur name, met emily, wei mei, wei lin..lots more(: then go home. watched sky high then slp. too tired uh nowadays.

i was cheering myself up till i saw some1s name appear online.. haiish..



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