Holding on?
Tuesday, December 27, 2011 @ 12:55 AM
I keep wondering, what is wrong with me?
Many think that I need a guy to replace Gray. No, I dont. I dont need a guy. I just need accompany. Someone to help me forget about him. Obviously its easy for him to move on and forget about me. Just look at how happy he is now. He was the one who initiated the break up and he is the one who got over it first. While I'm here, still hurting.
He has talked about going on dates with girls. Friends have been telling me to move on and forget about him. My friends saw him flirting and playing with the girls in campus. Sigh, it has been 4mths since the break up, why do I still love him so much? How my heart dropped and hurt to know that.
Does it satisfy you to know that I'm still waiting for you?
I really wanna be happy. If I cant, can I just die?

I'm nothing but a sad little birdie who likes to dye my feathers pink, or on some occasions, purple. Sometimes I feel like loving beige to the maximumest level but then my past would creep back on me and tell me, with extreme torture that my wings should be, well, pink.
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