So long goodbye until we meet again.. mum
Tuesday, November 9, 2010 @ 8:15 PM

I never thought I would end up calling boyfriend and cry like a lil girl. And he being sooo selenger bachen, it took him quite sometime to realise that i was actually crying, not sniffing. oh well, what can i do eyy? i love giving him clues but he just suck at guessing. hahs.
So mum and ameerah will be leaving us within 12hrs time.. mum will leave earlier though and longer.. 30days.. ameerah will be leaving us for a week. haish..
I wonder what it would be like, without a mother at home.. The last time i remember, while mum left for a similar event, i was hugging kakdayah and we were both crying and calling for mum. oh wait, no. that was when mum was giving birth to qodry. sorry sorry.. paiseyy paiseyy.. hahs.
hmmm.. to be honest, although i'm older now, i am still affected.. i am worried.. i am scared.. i've got so many things to take care of. i have to cook for family, i have to iron my sister's school uniforms.. oh well.. no point stressing out now.. you will be able to go through it smoothly eventually.. InsyaAllah..
So Huda, stop thinking too much & just believe in yourself..
xo.
I'm nothing but a sad little birdie who likes to dye my feathers pink, or on some occasions, purple. Sometimes I feel like loving beige to the maximumest level but then my past would creep back on me and tell me, with extreme torture that my wings should be, well, pink.
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