Run away with me???
Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 10:40 PM
& suddenly i feel like this year's birthday is going to be the worst birthday ever so far.. & theres more to come.
I am not excited and i don't even feel like its my birthday tomorrow.. I guess, i really hit rock bottom this time round. I feel like screaming, i feel like crying, i feel like running away.. But i cant. F. How i wish I could say "FUCK YOU!!!" to all those people who hurt me.
hmmm...
Dear God, all i ever wanted is to be loved and happy.. Why does it have to hurt so much? Shouldnt I be happy?
Sigh.. At this point of time, i really want to follow mom to hajj. I dont want to be here.. I really dont want to be here.. I hate it here.. I want to be at peace, can i? Please?
x.
I'm nothing but a sad little birdie who likes to dye my feathers pink, or on some occasions, purple. Sometimes I feel like loving beige to the maximumest level but then my past would creep back on me and tell me, with extreme torture that my wings should be, well, pink.
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