Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But thats alright because i like the way it hurts..
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But thats alright because i love the way you lie..
I love the way you lie..


Had a nightmare last night. It involves people i love, so i'm not going to post abt the dream here. But, all i'm saying is, somehow i'm affected by it. Sigh...

I tell myself to be strong and patient. I tell myself to receive/accept things with open arms for there's reasons for each and every little thing that happens. i tell myself that no matter how happy or sad i am, i will eventually have to deal with it. i have to be open minded about it. stop being emotional. stop thinking too much. and to stop crying.

she has been asking me questions, if i'm sure that he is sure. i repeatedly told her that its okay if he's not sure, we're still young and that it'll definitely take time to adapt and fully accept. but she doesnt seem to like my answer, i can tell. but its like, its pressurising to have to be given a huge responsibility at such a young age, dont you think? especially if you dont receive enough support.

i love him, i really do, with all my heart. and i'm sure he loves me the same way too.. but when it comes to this, its his decision to make. i cant and definitely wont force him. if he wants it, i'll continue giving him my full support. but what is he doesnt want to? then i just have to be prepared for another broken heart. sigh.. i mean, i know what is wrong and what is right. i'm never going to leave the life that i have now. i'm just gg to make it better. sigh...

If its a right thing to do to sacrifice someone i trully love and get hurt, i will do it willingly.. for i'd rather lose someone i love than something i believed in... sigh... it hurts to say this... but i'm sorry...



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