I hate it when you went out happily to meet someone, but something happen along the way that made you go home with a frown on your face.

i know i'm not perfect. i behave differently around different people. i'm shy at the wrong time, whatever. but its just a queue. you let a queue be the cause of our so called silent argument? its nt even worth it.

i understand you want the best for me.. i understand the fact that you dont like people to take advantage of others, of me.. i understand the fact that you want me to be independant. i understand the fact that you want me to be able to open my mouth and speak up because you said this to me...



& somehow i'm hurt with that last sentence.. i'm sorry for being too emotional but yeah.. i didnt know you'd be that mad. i didnt expect you to get so worked out about it till you dented the spoon.. i'm sorry.. from now on, i wont be dependant on you or anyone else.. i'll be independant..

i dont know why but saying "i wont be always there for you" makes me feel like as though he's going to leave me just like how the rest did.. i just cant help but to feel that way..


at this point of time, i really need assurance...
for i'm not sure if i'm strong enough for this...


:'(

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