how can i not be hurt you tell me?


i totally dont mind the fact that you were asleep when i called you thrice. i know you must be utmostly lethargic. so i dont mind that at all. but i really think it went across the line when your friends start to invite themselves into our conversation.


i dont mind them calling you darling, although they are girls. but its very cheeky of them to have the guts to say such things to you when they know that i'm on the line and i can hear whatever they say to you. call you darling, so what?! call ah for i dont freaking care. the thing that made me emotional was the fact that she said "i love you" in malay to you and then asked you if you're two-timing me with her, making her look like she's someone more impt than me to you. its irritating. its hurtful..


i mean, even when i knw it dont mean anything coz they're only joking. but dont they get it? dont they understand a girl's feelings? imagine if you're talking to your bf then someone purposely call your bf darling and ask if you're bf is two-timing you with someone else when they knw that you're on the phone with him. wont you be pissed off and hurt? seriously girls, why flirt with someone who is taken? dont you have a boyfriend to please? ouh right, you dont. *sacarsm*


and you, i tahu yang you ni susah sangat nak marah orang, apetah lagi kalau orang tu perempuan. you memang baik sangat, tak suka tegur kesilapan kawan you. jadi, dengan kawan, you susah la nak tegur, nak kuatkan suara, nak marah. tapi dengan i, you boleh tegur, you boleh panggil i dumbass. macam gitu la kan? humph. i boleh nampak perubahan you. bila you dah masuk poly, you punya perbezaan dalam satu faktor aje but i'm not going to say it here. you kalau dah tersilap kata, you cakap yang i should knw you well.. you tak berniat nak cakap macam gitu, but the fact is, you already did not once, not twice, not thrice. if you can say that, i should knw you well that you dont mean it. then same goes to you, you should know that i'm sensitive so why keep on saying things you dont mean?


seriously, right now, i'm just very disappointed and hurt. i miss you so badly and waited patiently for the time where we can have a nice chat on the phone but this is what i get.. fine.. i bet your darlings are enjoying this.


you girls have fun with my boyfriend.
& boyfriend, if you have a dick, you wont let your girl friends say such things to hurt your girlfriend.