hello..

i dont know how many times i signed in and out of facebook today. i'm just too tired i guess. tired of being ordered around, tired of doing chores, tired of being yelled at, tired of having to PLEASE everyone.. haish.. sometimes i wonder if they actually purposely treat me this way. like to make a freaking full use of me before poly start. sheeesh. my life is currently a living nightmare.


is this what being a (insert word here) is all about? if it is, it suck BIG TIME alright! you have to do the laundry (even if its not ur clothings), you have to wash the dishes (wash for those lazy buttocks who knw how to eat but not to wash their plates after eating), clear the bin, vacuum the house, prepare breakfast for the kids, tie their hair for them, send&fetch them to/from school, cook and prepare dinner for family.


imagine waking up, knowing that you have to face and do this every day. same routine. no differences. there aint no ifs buts or maybes. you have to do all these or else you'd get scoldings and screamings and sacarsms and more screamings. & thats that. crazy right?! i think i'd turn unwise and boncus prrreeeeeeetty soon.


so i wanted to complain to gray. and i did. although what he "adviced" me wasnt gg to help me, i find it sweet for him to at least give me a call. haha.. i guess its because he doesnt knw how it really feels to keep on doing the same old boring domestic chores day after day after day. so i dont feel better coz he said, "okay then, you should go to sleep by 9pm coz you said you're tired. please listen to me just this once, go to slp by 9pm." i was sad to hear him say that. i kinda argued and said i'm not gg to slp that early but yeah, what can i do yeah???


penat nak dengar orang mengomel. penat huda nak please sumer orang. penat sey... i think the word that really fits the whole situation for me right now is BINGIT. siaper tak bingit?! tiap tiap hari, dengar orang terpekik pekik, bising sini bising saner, marah sini marah saner, gaduh sini gaduh saner. macam takde bende lebih baik gtu boleh buat. asyik2 bising bising bising... sungguh membingitkan. kalau boleh, i wanna tape their mouths.. FUH! if i can do that, my soul and body and POOR POOR ears would really be at peace i tell you.. i bet Shidah understands the situation that i'm in.. hahs.


i need to pamper myself.
i need to run.
i need to have some time on my own.
i freaking need to get away from this madness.


i'm going nuts. thanks to you guys. thanks eh thanks... -.-' *sacarsm*


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