sad and lonely
Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 9:44 PM
Huda + Grayson = Hudson !get it?
haha..
kakdayah left for melbourne yesterday. i know i shouldnt be sad coz this is definitely NOT the first time she has left me for some school overseas trip. nevertheless, i just cant help it but feel lonely. i always have her by my side at night. she's always my victim. haha. i miss disturbing her already la. other than that, i miss crapping with her too. haish.. today's the 2nd night w/o that selenger bachen.
while we're biding our goodbyes, jannah cried. mum was definitely moved that she teared up too. i was sad, i mean, think about it people, if you're in a relationship and you cant hug your partner goodbye or take a picture even with him coz your parents are watching your every move. sad right? and honestly speaking, i feel the sadness between them. if its me, i'd tear down at that very moment. but i have to admit, my sister is a strong lady. gah, it hurts somehow. i've never seen my bro in law that sad. never. i can really see the sadness in his eyes yesterday.. haish.. sooo sad.
so baby accompanied me on the phone till 4.22am eh? hahs. we watched american next top model and some stupid sharks show. ahah. it scared the nuts out of me i tell you. funny thing about the show is that despite knowing that there are many many sharks there, they still go for kayaking, swimming and surfing. gila right?! hahs. so yeah.
woke up at 7.15. was suppose to babysit betty again today but only after i finish bathing, i get to know that she's not coming over as theres someone to take care of her at home. hahs. its alright. i'm not angry. i was glad as a matter of fact coz i can go back to sleep. bleahs. okk.
baby wants me to sleep by 10. haha! its already 10.03 and i'm not sleeping yet. so i'm gg off now. bye!
playing bball tmrw! but only for awhile though coz i gotta fetch betty from school. gahs.
bye!
xoxo.
I'm nothing but a sad little birdie who likes to dye my feathers pink, or on some occasions, purple. Sometimes I feel like loving beige to the maximumest level but then my past would creep back on me and tell me, with extreme torture that my wings should be, well, pink.
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