i keep reminding myself that its just an "outting", sort of. hahs. coz i dont wanna feel weird. i dont wanna feel like theres smth between the two. i dont wanna feel like i should be ignorant of ___ again. after all, ___ is the first person i just grab to accompany me for lunch. haha.. and its just the two. we dont care about what people say because ___ was just accompanying me to eat. hahah!

although i'm sure and i know, there is smth going on between the two, i'm trying my best to deny that fact. coz what if it just dont work? i know its ironical somehow but still thats just that. i guess its just how my feelings work. no, maybe my feelings just dont work as they should. coz i can be so temperamental at times. my feelings work like a kaleidoscope. they just keep changing. and i abhor that fact, seriously.

i guess, i should really get going. i dont wanna look like some dooshbag wanker while ___ look comfortably good-looking in whatever ___ is wearing. so yeah.. i'm sure many readers(if i have one) would be confused, thinking "what the hell is she talking about?!" but its okay.. i'm just letting it out. hahs. this will be the evidence of my insecurity..


xoxo;
huda (:

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