accept the fact that....
Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 10:14 PM
get to know something
i failed
i did terribly
it wasnt awesome at all.
conclusion:
i'm scared,
very scared.
what about Olevels then?
i hate this.
maybe i shouldnt even be here?
maybe i shouldnt even be in sec5.
maybe i should have tried for higher nitec?
i need help. yes i do.
ive been trying so hard.
for his subject especially.
and yet,
failures after failures...
bloody bugger.
he asked me to ask my sis when i need help.
but how?
she's usually not at home!
when she's home, she's busy.
she, herself is stressed out with her poly work/life.
and to have me adding on to her bloody problems
is just...idk? macam tak perlu gitu kan?
ohh fuck.
what am i suppose to do now?
coz honestly speaking,
i'm really sick and tired of working hard
n harder n giving my hardest
and getting the same disappointing results.
you tell me;
what sould i do?
pal.
ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL ATIQAH SUWANDI!
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