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Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 9:16 PM

i cant breathe
i cant sleep without you i'm lost
in this hell alone alone
so i pray that i find the light
cant i change
will i be alright
if i could only clear my mind
leave all this madness far behind
i dont want to want you
but i hate to say i do i cant help the way i feel for you
i dont need to need you
what am i supposed to do
i cant help the way i feel for you
we were good
we were doing alright
in those days
there were beautiful nights
but the scars in your heart
blinded you from the start
not a thing i could do
if i could have helped
you save your mind
leave all your darkness far behind
i dont want to want you
but i hate to say i do
i cant help the way i feel for you
i dont need to need you
what am i supposed to do
i cant help the way i feel for you
just cant let go
we cant lose and we cant win
this game we're playing in
look at us now the shape of it
its over...over
i guess its over..
its over...
no i dont want
i dont want to want you
but i hate to say i do
i cant help the way i feel
for you
i dont need to need you
what am i supposed to do
i cant help the way i feel for you
i dont want to want you
i dont want to need you
what am i suppose to do
i cant help the way i feel for you
just cant let go
i just cant let go...

had mother tongue hot housing the whole of this week. i swear i'm having ambivalent feelings abt this right now. like, i just dont know which feeling to choose. scared, nervous, excited? ahh. idk. hahs. like, my mt o'lvl is up next week. i have exactly 7days to the big day! i have been counting down n boy i feel so bleahs! idk.

so had mt hot housing just now right? i seriously thank God for allowing us to "study" in the air con room. at least its better lah. i wont sweat and stink that much. hahs. so afterwards planned to play ball with the guys but grayson said that they are going home. den king ngee gave me a call saying that they are playing at green court instead. but shidah and i were too tired so we went back home instead. i hope you have a good nap shidah! ((:

so afterwards, changed and meet kakdayah at lot1. we planned to go to the library. and you ppl dont know how frustrating it is for me to wait for the freaking bus! that is one of the reason why i prefer to walk! hahh! so yeah, i didnt knw that i would be disturbed by guys in the library. hah. assholes. go library to study or to disturb girls??!!

den balek lah. haha. get to knw smth from someone(nt unitian) when i was on my way home. he asked for "my hand" and i rejected. and he said, he'll wait for me. my advice is, dont. better dont wait for me. besides, you are a yr younger than me. so please dont. i dont want to disappoint anyone, get it? shidah ingat tk yg that time huda criter psl dier. its him. yg compose lagu yg ader namer huda. its him. haiish...

i got tickets for the liverpool vs singapore match! hahaha.. obviously, im supporting liverpool. like duh! hahaha.. excited! but i musnt be too excited, remember, EXAMS are coming! (wtf!) its like nearing! gosh! so scary laaaa... hahs.

well, i'm feeling so freaking warm right now. i guess i better get going now then. i want to mandi.

goodnight.

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