this post is just me, letting parts of my feelings out. i'm unbottling them up one by one. but not all in this post. so no offence to anyone. if you knw its u im talking abt dun take it too hard and if u think its you that i'm talking abt, think again, coz it might just be someone else. am i secretive now???

life and experiences has taught me that you have to hold on to things once in a while but sometimes, u have to let go. and i know that it aint easy to let go. its so much easier to hold on. i'm feeling all mixed up. like, wad is it that i did wrong? have i been unfair towards you? like, its hard to go through this. but its even harder to have to go through it twice. its like smth called, once beaten, twice shy. smth like that. coz its like as if i fell harder this time. n damn that hurts!

so ive been thinking. like what should i do? to keep this friendship strong? shud i just let fate do all the work or should i do smth about it? idk? i'm just so confused. my feelings on this is ambivalent. i thought i should do smth abt it but at the same time, i feel like giving up. which is unlike me. ive never ever wanted to give up in friendships. we've worked so hard to build this friendship n to throw it all away is just so.....inappropriate dont you think so? its like, if you can do smth to improve the whole situation, why not right?

all i'm trying to say is that you knw about my feelings, u knw wad is it that i fear the most currently. u knw that i prefer sharing with u. u knw that. and its like right nw, i cant do that anymore? coz........haish. nvm. it aint even worth it to you, i guess.

we've lost touched? we're gg our seperate ways? either one will get hurt? i'm sorry.... i'm just all mixed up. n to post abt it, is how i decide to let it out. thats wad u wan me to do, to let it out wen i dont feel good, dont bottle it all up. so thats wad i'm doing now. i'm sorry..


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