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Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 10:40 PM

i swear it is a SUCKY day for me today. i was so quiet in class, norisah thinks that i was sick or was having some problems. haha! adorable. i even warned her to not be shocked if i suddenly started crying. haha.. scare her scare her..

well, my wisdom tooth is growing at the back of my left jaw and it hurts like friggin alot so this is very ironic coz the wisdom tooth doesnt bring any wisdom at all. all it do is HURT YOU and make u not eat all the delicious food. &to add salt on the wound, i have this pecah-pecah at my flesh on the right side and my throat is hurting due to dry coughs. plus, theres just so many things thats gg on my mind. ive been thinking alot lately and i hate it coz everytime i think that way, things just gets worse and i knw im just hurting myself. but its like i have no other choice but to think that way because.... idk, i just have to. its wads best for me i guess.

i am in a way being unfair. i knw that thats a fact. so that is why i think i should not "bother" anymore. and continue living my life. although i know for the very fact that i will cry when no one is around. like right now. parents are out. sisters are out. im all alone at home, listening to jiwang songs. pathetic right?!! hahs. but its okay. some things are not meant to be told, some feelings are not meant to be felt or let out n some ppl are not meant to be together. so im not putting any pressure on anyone. haha!

i suddenly feel so happy go lucky. dont know why? haha.. probably its because ive let it all out. okay, not all. haha.. nvm, we'll see wad happen next. say wad ure gonna say, im not gonna believe u! haha.. if u get wad i meaaannn... *eyebrows up&down*

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