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Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 11:06 AM

i just wanna complain. so dun mind me.

where shud i start. hmm.. okay!

ure such a pain in d ass! ive been very patient dis ramadhan with you. ive nvr tried being sacarstic or rude but today, uve plucked my very last nerve! and its really annoying! first, the way u wake me up. wen u asked me that. obviously, first thing that came into my mind is to say "i dun have it." then, u started nagging. thats when i finally bothered to go check if i have it. 2nd, you took ur bloody own sweet time to get her ready. well, its not totally ur fault. if "she" were to prepare herself the night before, all dis wudnt happen. but, knowing that you have to get her ready, why would you still wanna talk on the phone? u gotta be strict with urself sometimes, no means no! and "she" being disgustingly childish, "she" just couldnt help it but always get help from others ey? others doing her hair for her, others ironing her clothes for her, others teaching her, others packing her damn bag for her. wads worse, others telling her that she have exams just minits before her sch starts. gah! how freaking annoying is that?! and so "she" gave me the list for her examination n wen i wanted to explain wad are the things that will be tested, "she" walks away. damn! how would she understand like that?!! and you wanted to blame me?!! saying that "she" is slow, thats why i have to explain slowly???! wth! if she were to stay bside me wen im explaining, she would have gotten it right? besides, if oni you are strict to her as how u were to us. she would have been disciplined and not soooooo pampered. so whose fault is it right now? so ive dcided not to send her, as i didnt get to donate which is my main purpose of wanting to send her, bcoz some ppl were talking on the phone & taking their own sweeeeeet time to get ppl ready and hence delaying every thing! gosh.. however, someone still insist and told me to send her so i could take the kuih she ordered from her fren. hah! this is the another thing that pisses me off. u shud have told me b4 hand. lately, the weather is bloody humid. so obviously, most of the time, im wearing shorts and t-shirts. you cant expect me to enter a holy religious school wearing shorts and t-shirt ryte?! so i called her when im down there, asked her wat am i spose to do. okay, i admit, its a dumb question. but still, i was hinting u. u cnt possibly expect me to enter that place with shorts n t-shirt. knowing that wen the aunties there utter, they will shoot all sorts of shit. their words, oh my! its just super mean, they will say things that will offend u. smth like " whoa, entering this place wearing like that? ur mum didnt teach u or wad?" hah! & u scolded me wen im just being conscious? life is just so freaking unfair! you will always be blamed even wen its okay to be conscious about some things. there other things that u did that pisses me off too. like yesterday, i was tired, really, thats why after sch, i dcided to rest and take a nap. so wen im awake, it was already 5. you cant blame me for that?! if u were to wake me up, ill be up already wad. ure just mad coz u have to do all the house work ryte? u said, u understand, but up till now, i dun think u are understanding wad we are going through! we are sitting for our Os and Ns this yr. thats why we cant really do intense cleaning. despite havin our Os n Ns, we still do our chores wad. u said that u are under alot of stress, okay fine! i accept that. but we are under stress too! we have alot of things to ve worried about! like school, exams, chores, revise, problems & alot more. sometimes, we dun even have the time to HAVE FUN! hah! we dun have the time to rest. so now that we hav the time, obviously we wouldnt let that chance go to waste ryte?! haiish.. idk la.. sometimes, i feel like its no use explaining to u. coz in the end of the day, u wun understand still. but ive gt no choice, i cnt be rude to u. i just cnt. its just sometimes, i cnt take it anymore, that i feel like i have to be mean or smth. get it? hah. wth..



im sry, if the post offended any1 or smth. i just nid to let it out. i have to..

huda.



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