do u realise that i'm the kinda person who thinks alot. and sometimes i tend to think too much and then got all mixed up with all the mixed up feelings and then start having all those ambivalent feelings. haish.. full of emotions, i must say.. and then, ill suddenly feel low.. it cud be weird at times or most of the time.. but that is how i feel. hahs.. i know at times, i kept on thinking till i get bad headaches and still think about stuffs that may happen but can be said as unlikely to happen. hahs.. hey! i'm no weirdo okay? hahs.. k, maybe i am..

currently, i'm in a confused state. my sis always say "how i wish i am like you.. its so fun to be you.." n i wonder, wads soooo fun about being me? and i den recall how grayson always comment that i have a wonderful and fun lyf just bcoz theres always smth exciting that happen on that day.. hahs.. well, i think in order to have fun, we nid to do something, be proactive. i think. hahs! look who is speaking ryte??

hahs! well, i copied down some stuffs about sex n stuffs hahs! n i shud share it ryte?? here it goes!

prostitution should be descrimanalized. there is one difference in work in which a woman sells her hands, such as a typist, and work in which a woman sells her vagina, as in sex work.

the crude, loveless, sexually promiscuous world we have created for our kids is not unrelated to teaching them a hydraulic view of sex. students should not be taught about masturbation.

couples should not live together before marriage. living together before marriage may seem like a harmless or even a progressive family trend until one takes a careful look at the evidence.

people are sacred to do IT with total strangers, but they'll have casual sex with their friends. sadly, catching a disease is NOT the first thing on their minds.

living together helps you see past romanticized notions and clue in to what marriage will really be like.

playboy can be the getaway drug that leads to the crack cocaine of hard-core porn and bizarre sex!

hahs/.. just some random post gtu..

and, can i say that marie digby rawks! her songs are inspiring.. hahs!

i knw, im in the wrong. but wad can i do? i dowanna hurt you but i cnt take the risk of hurting myself either. ive had enough of getting hurt. had enough of all these. yes, uve been in my situation b4 but what can i do. i cant force myself? and its different! although it does seem like its quite similar. but still, i'm someone with feelings, maybe too much feelings.. can i laugh? (hahaha!) yes, i'm selfish, say that again, I'M SELFISH alryte! its lyk at one moment i can be fine n the other, i cud be ignoring you all the way. cudnt control my feelings like how i used to. maybe its bcoz i cudnt take it anymore? maybe its bcoz, this time everything is just soooo (*^$^79*** TOOT! yea. please do pardon my insolence. sometimes i love myself n sometimes i hate myself. gah! wad the f heck am i saying?! haiish.. it sucks to be confused, in a dilemma.. not knowing what you really really want. no as in, u knw u wan dis but at the same time u wan that but u duno between this two which do u wan more so in a way u knw that u duno what you really do know that u wan. omfg! what am i saying??!!! maybe no one cud understand how i feel. maybe i'm just too complicated to understand? but somehow i feel that if you took ur time, it cud have been better. its just.. just.. why do u kip on doing the right thing at the wrong time? n i dun get why i got soooo disgusted with what you r doing although i knw, u mean no harm.. haiish.. why am i like this?!! its lyk urgh! "fuck you huda! whats wrong with you?!! why are you like dis?! why cnt u control urself anymore?!!" .. haish.. i shud have known.. i shud have let it all out.. now, ive realised just how great the impact of me keeping every single thing to myself.. is it too late? haiish.. what do i do know? help??..


she is lost in confusion.
so u gotta problem with that?

huda;
21july08
11.13pm

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