confession of a broken heart?
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 9:31 PM
i feel like complaining. can i? oh well, yes or no, i dun care. here it goes.
i know i cud be mean at times. u knw, sometimes, u just cant help it, but do it? and sometimes, i wonder, why do people always think that the one who rejects is the mean n evil n the BAD one? why dont ppl think of what he or she is going through? i'm sure there are reasons for his or her doings. i mean, people prevent themselves from getting into relationships because they just dont want to, because they are not ready, because they dont think theyll make a good gf/bf, because they wanted to concentrate on their studies first?? but that doesnt mean that he/she shud stop trying to get them. however, that also doesnt mean that they should try sooooooo hard till it made the "mean" ones feel so uncomfortable. why do ppl always think about the ones who get hurt? why dont ppl think of the ones who have to hurt some1. i mean, if its intentionally, then its understandable la.. but sometimes, if its otherwise, then dont u think its unfair for the ones who have to hurt ppl to in a way protect themselves?
and sometimes, i gt reaaaallly disgusted, looking at 2faced ppl. its like, they acted soooooo goood infront of u, n acts like they duno u at all behind ur bak. haiish.. its suuuuper disappointing. sometimes, i cant help but cry thinking about it. and sometimes, i feel like telling that person, 'its all becoz of ppl like u, who thinks lowly of ppl like me. u made ppl think that i'm some kinda bitch, slut, faggots, mf, whore, wadeverr. u made ppl think that i'm someone im not. well thats NOT true. u should have listened to both parties, but u didnt. n yet u "complained" to other ppl. n him being someone snobbish, he influences other people. saying that I wanted to have my revenge? well, thats soooo not true! n i'm sooo not enjoying any part of it. thats FITNAH. and somehow, i'm disappointed in u. its like.. hhaiish.. wadevverla.. mcm sick n tired of dis ppl.. just hope that they will realise wadeverr they r doing. haiish.. sooooo annoying. den if see me walking with another guy nak stare stare, pi jalan dah!
kays..
i think i shud go now.
bye bye.
huda
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