well, dis post is bout wad i'm feeling eversince sunday..
i had kendarat, kak mar(sister's future sister in law) kahwin.

i knw ill meet u der.. i knw i will..
i got super shy..
n i am afraid..
afraid if ure not gonna talk to me..
afraid if ure just gonna blow..
then i start having dis tinggling feeling in my stomach..
n my heart starts pumping faster n faster..
n my palms starts sweating..
i was sad..
hearing the songs that the dj played..
as tho he understands wad was playing in my mind..
i was about to cry..
but luckily, i managed to hold on..
i was disappointed..
with wad had happened before..
but wad happened before is still not on purpose..
i was happy.. really, i was..
i know, you'll make me happy..
i was confident with having you by my side..
but all that start fading away,
when the memories i had with ___ came back..
it was haunting me day n night..
it made me feel lyk u werent the one..
it made the zzzz feeling go away..
it made me feel lyk i nid ___ instead of you..
it made me cry..

i just wan you to know that i didnt mean to hurt you..
i wasnt playing with your feelings..
i just need time, more time.. (at that point of time)
coz i tot i was ready,
i tot everything will be back to normal..
but no,
sadly, it didnt..
it was just me, myself n i after that..
gahs.. and now i'm wondering,
why i'm being plain-spoken..
maybe bcoz..
i want you back in my life but i think you're going for another..
I'm sorry _____....


u knw wad??
kesantunan bahasamu,
keindahan budimu,
merantai hatiku..
dats wad made me lyk you..


ps* happy birthday abg iwan! ure 19, ure old, so deal with it! hehehe..
pss* happy sweet sixteen begum!
psss* welcome back shida!!!! ((((:

Labels: i wan u bak in my lyf but its too late coz ure gg for another

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