you know ppl..

sometimes, its just sooo hard to say.. haiish.. but i'm gonna say it anyway.. so here it goes.

feeling the cool breeze reminds me of the times i had in india. how much i missed him, how i will read the card he gave me over and over again just to feel him dere with me in a way, how i kept on singing the everywhere song, the times i kept on wondering wad he is doing, weda he is sick, weda he is thinking of me too, how much i wan my number to be 6(get it?) and just how superbly excited i get wen its time to go home to mit my family, gffs, frens n him.. well, being away from him reali made me realize that i nid to cherish the ones i love while dey r still around.. n i still remember the way he looked at me afta taking a pict wimme. i still remember wad he said straight after dat. n i still remember that feeling i had wen he said ________. i felt lyk hugging him at that time, unfortunately, parents sumer ader. so yea..

idk why am i feeling dis way.. i duno weda i shud feel dis way.. idk weda its ryte for me to feel dis way.. i'm just soooooo confused! idk weda i'm doing the right thing. idk weda i'm saying the ryte things. idk weda i'm hearing the ryte stuff. idk weda i'm trusting the ryte person, maybe i shudnt hav trusted dat her* dat much, she myt be givin out fake informations but at the same time, she needed the support. AAH! idk why am i here?! fikiran huda buntu.. idk why, but i just cant stop d tears from fallin. ive did ALOT of thinking. n yet, i'm still confused. i wan him to knw that i'm sry for him.. i feel sad for him.. i just wan him to knw dat i'm still here for him n i still wana be frens.. gah.. n i still remember how fast my heart beats wen he walks into the class. its the exact same beat dat i felt reali strong wen i meet him for the first time wen i reach spore from india.. haiish.. do i still love him? hmm.. idk..


i wanna tell you dat i'm sorry,
and even wen i'm not giving enough,
you are still there for me..
sometimes i knw,
i can be very hard to understand,
life with me hasnt always be an easy ride,
but with you,
i learn to lose my selfish pride,
even when i cant be there for you,
you are still there for me..


ive never meant to let u down;
huda..

ps* take care sheena..

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