dis guilty feeling didnt fade away eversince i stepped out of sch. i shud have stopped them from doing so. i shud have told them the consequences. i shud have helped them be a better person n not "encouraging" them in a way. i feel bad. Ya Allah, maafkan lah huda.. i had my late breakfast, lunch n early dinner wif gf, shidah at 4pm pluss at the fudcourt just now. i cried while waiting for shida n i cried on my way home. i knw nurul cried too.. hope that gf, nurul is okayy. i cried reason being, i cnt believe that she tergamak buat kawan camtu. even if its ONLY A GAME but still, its hal maruah jugak. if its a guy u asked to do, den takpe, psl lelaki pe. but ni perempuan tau. n for goodness sake, she is my fren n he __________. i feel bad la seyy. n she feel bad too. how cud u?? haiix.. u said that i'm ur special fren. if i am ur special fren, u wun do dis to me.. somehow or rather i'm dissapointed n i'm gg tru emotional breakdown. so wad if its just a game??

ive been feeling sad lately n wani's ex have been bugging me to give her advice.. mcm2 la.. haiix.. feel lyk telling him straight to his face, if she doesnt love u animore, ape boleh huda uat? love cnt be forced u see. try to understand a girl's feelings la. n if u wan her to love u den change. change n be a better person. impress her, thats the way to a girl's heart.

i was reluctant to wake up. feel lyk just staying, locking myself in the room n cry. somehow i dun feel strong. ive finally realized smth, that ill hide my tears n anger wen i'm angry but nowadays i dun seem to be able to control my feelings, ill cry wen i feel lyk crying. the days had been SUCKY. my phone died on me. i dun have the mood to eat. i feel lyk as if i'm gg tru a break up. hahass.. the last break up was lyk, 8mths ago?? n haiix.. haf no more feelings for him kk.. maybe syng ckit je uh, syng mcm as if he is my brother/sister *hehs*. nth more den dat. n i think that he n athirah will make a sweet n cute couple, but too bad, dey sedarer jauh. may u find teman istimewa mu soon.. Amin..

its lyk 11.08pm, n i dun feel lyk talking to anyone. lets talk bout results.. well, i'm super happy la!

improved ALOT.. okayys.. i failed my e maths by 1 n half marks, ive never failed maths before.. so u ppl cn imagine how tough the paper was. but mid yr n tests pull my marks up. n i pass every single subject. haish.. i need 2 more marks to get A2 for POA. but nvm, let it be.. this means that i shud continue working hard. let my effort n hard work be consistent through out the years to come. shud be persistent n determined to achieve my goals.. with support, n doa from parents, InsyaAllah, i can..

so position in class: 12/46 (EYE) , 21/46 (MYE)
level position: 20/90 (EYE) , 49/90 (MYE)

Alhamdulillah, doa2 huda n parents termakbul.. Alhamdulillah, my hardwork is paid off! ((:
thanks to those who helped. thanks to those who gave me support. thanks ibu n ayah for having faith that i cn do well. Thanks Ya Allah, for answering my prayers..


somebody tell me why i'm on my own,
if theres a soulmate for everyone..
♥


ps* happy belated bdae kinah! (:

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